Overtired and Amped Up
Sipping liquid electricity
To help me keep awake
Results in seeing after images
And my brain moving both
Faster than light and
Slower than ever before
My mass seems to have increased
Even as I float on air currents
Time flies and I swear
That I can feel every second
As it ticks relentlessly past
I have experienced
The effects of relativity
5/10/11
Form: free
I added the psychedelic rocks floating in a void just because.
Let us talk some reality, though. I didn't abuse energy drinks before my diagnosis, though now a whole lot of people are popping out of the woodwork to tell me how they can also cause lesions on my brain. Regardless of how they got there, I have lesions on my motherfucking brain now, and I get to live with that. I wonder if they look as cool as these little rocks I created?
Time has been working oddly for me since I got diagnosed. The world seems to have stopped spinning, yet I know it is still going. I don't know how to explain the disconnect that I have been feeling between myself and everything around me. Though, I suppose it is probably a residual effect of the five day dose of solumedrol. We shall see, I suppose.

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