Hair Mania

Hair Mania

9-21-11

With all these lovely migraines that I have been having lately, I am thinking that maybe I should cut my hair. The weight of the mass of dead cells is actively painful on my head and while I love my hair and the way that I look with it, I don’t particularly want to deal with the extra pain that it is giving me at this time when I brush it or let it hang. Maybe I will even dye it or something.
While yes, I am depressed lately, and I have been feeling the *slight* need for some possible self-mutilation, hacking off my hair will have the added benefit of lifting the weight of it from my shoulders and scalp. I also haven’t dyed my hair since I was seventeen. Perhaps it’s time for something like that too. Change is good, right?
I admit to the possibility that this very well might be the mania talking. I desperately feel like I need to be doing something to change how I am feeling. Most of my ideas are fundamentally self-destructive and include things that I probably shouldn’t put into my blog here. Suffice to say that I have to quash the urge, every day, to grab a free pack of smokes from one of the random casinos that like me and light up, among many other ideas.
Yeah, cutting and dying my hair seems to be among the least bad of the things going through my head.